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Today's realization: Struggling with not communicating with you. I got used to it, dam it! After all is was almost 12 months of random communication: catching up, touching base, exchanging messages, Skype here and there. Arghr! Even if it wasn't consistent and it was the last thing you did before going to bed... I know I would get a message, sooner or later. And that made me happy. Arghr! Arghr! Arghr!

Throughout the week I keep thinking... did airport security give you a hard time with the handcuffs? How was your course in Spain? Did you take my muscle relaxant? Were you drooling all over the person sitting next to you? Did it take you longer to recover from jet leg? Isn't in easier to recover going there than coming here? How was the training weekend? How's the stalker? Did she cry when you got back to the office? : P

Arghr! Arghr! Arghr!

And it's also the learning and discovering interesting new things and not being able to share it you...

- Not being able to tell you that I got accepted to attend an awesome training and development program. Starting in the end of the month. (Very exciting)

- That I have signed up for business writing classes and I have learned about the most expensive case ambiguity:

1. The 3,5 billion dollars the sum in dispute in a set of trials determining the insurance payout to Larry Silverstein, the lease holder for the Wall Trade Center, or
2. The The Comma That Costs 1 Million Dollars (Canadian)

-F**k That: A Guided Meditation  - Reminded me of that article of sent me "The art of not giving a fuck".

- How I recently discovered BoJak Horseman. Similar sarcastic humor as Archer. Insanely funny!

- or how this weekend I met the Canadian version of Archer... Same tone of voice, behavior, stupid comments, thick dark hair. His shirts are color coordinated in the closet. IT. WAS. INSANE! I really had to control the urge of to you.

- I remember you mentioning that you don't not know much about GMO's (and I was so out-of-myself when you where here, and I know so much about it, but my mind just kept going blank every-single-time you were trying to have a "smart" conversation). but anyways, nothing I can do now. Here are some links to a range of great documentaries:
1. Seeds of Death: Unveiling The Lies of GMO's - Full Movie

2. Top 10 GMO foods to avoid

3. Kid's right to know activist

- Got a client for my travel advising project. A co-worker is going to Portugal in September for 10 days and I am giving her the vacation plan I had put together for when we had the chance to travel to Portugal. One thousand times Arghr! : /  Positive side - don't have to spend hours planing it. Just need to tweak it.

Anyways...  I know I am not supposed to message you. I just felt like I was going to explode if I didn't. Argh! I am going to see my psychologist tomorrow. It will help. : D He is awesome.

Beijo,

Ana