Ability

Today I was able to figure out what you took with you when you left me: my ability to feel. 

Pain, anger, suffering are the only things I am able to feeling. Everything else is a big blank. My brain recognizes the feelings, knows exactly what I should be feeling at a certain even. But I am just unable to phisically feel it. Right now a massive disconesc resides inside of me. And I don't seem to be able to find the switch to plug these wires all over again.