Time to part...

Unfortunately I have to part from my friendship with T. Makes more sense. I love him, but I am not in love with him. I get a bit jealous of Diana, it's true. But reality is I am not looking for a relationship with him. On that note, it's better for him to let him go and focus on what's best for him. I will miss him terribly. But that is life. When you truly love someone, we set them free.

 

Hi T,

So, I was thinking and I believe it's better to give our friendship a break. That is what I had in mind when we had that conversation at Buntzen lake and it's what I feel it's best.

I got used to you being available to hangout and not having to think if I was being intrusive or if interrupting something. But now I find myself always rethinking if I should message you or ask to do stuff with you and it feels odd. Not sure how to explain, but doesn't feel right.

Please don't get me wrong. I very much want you to be happy and I want to things to work out with Diana. But I don't think our friendship is compatible at this time for what I need with the things I am still going through and for what you are trying to build with D. I don't want to feel bad because I picked up the phone and called you and possibly was a bad time. Or put you through answaring me when you shouldn't and then causing problems. On that note, it's easier for me to think that you are not there at all rather then getting disapointed or getting you in trouble. I think you understand my words and you also understand it's best. :)

Anyways, hope you have a great week. And hopefully my interview at UBC will go well. :)

Take care.

Love you,

Ana